爱与不爱，都需要勇气。

原来爱一个需要那么大的勇气，
不爱一个人需要更大的勇气。
拿得起就要放得下，
好一句话。
不要的东西，我们可以轻易的丢了，
毫不犹豫地。
但一旦我们想放弃某个人，
我们会顾虑很多，
好像一时之间失去了方向似的，
依依不舍的，
这时候的我总会想起，
为什么在我丢掉不要的东西时是如此简单？
如果放弃一个人和丢垃圾一样简单，那有多好啊？
我们就不需要忍住舍弃的痛，
就算丢了也不会有想要捡回的念头。

最痛的是在我告诉你我不爱了的时候，
其实我依然爱着。
不想要说再见，
却因某些事而必须说出口，
然后告诉你，我很好，我没事了，
你懂不懂这么一句话需要我多大勇气？
我没有很大方，
我只是不想看见曾经多好的我们一瞬间变成如此陌生，
那是叫人多么心疼的。

Hard time.

I've read my previous blogs,
it sounds sweet =)
I feel sweet alone,
how funny is it LOL.
It's been 3 months I kept it,
I mean the feeling,
it's deep.
Too deep and I don't even can pull myself out from it although it's real hurt.
I was really fine when I was in my hometown,
but once I back to KL,
I am not fine at all,
thanks to my mum who has accompanied me for the whole week.
I hate being alone,
I felt lost after my mum back to BW.
I started to think lots,
I cried alone in the silent night,
nobody knows, and nobody cares too.

I guess I've lost a very good friend.
Sometimes it's really easy to say, but hard to do.
You're not as good as you said,
your actions showed me this.
Alright, I've tried to be friendly,
I am sorry if I ain't. =)

I was lost yesterday.
When tears flow, I realized the pain.
I told myself this is for the last time,
and I hope so.

I am really sad when I refresh back how close we get used to be last time,
and I am clearly knew that all of these will not happens again.
I tried to hold it,
but I found that it's useless.
So, just let it, this is the only thing I can do now.
I guess you don't even care =)

No matter how, you're always my best friend.
Whenever you think that you need me,
I'll always by your side.^^

It's hard time for me now,
but I believe that hard time will pass.
God bless me please.

Changes.

Everything changed,
we can't go back to the past anymore.
Every great time we had is the only memory,
I can't make sure that it will happens again in future,
just because of CHANGE,
I am sure you also feel the same,
don't you ? =)

I was really moody in past few days.
My cousin suddenly remind me of one sentences,
'Life is too short to be sad'.
She asked me, don't you remember you told me this ?
I don't know what to say,
Ohh ya, I told her before,
now only i realized. =)

How long I never got this feeling?
It's so strong and just like I can feel the tomorrow, or even future.
At the same time, it makes me down like hell.
Don't ask me why,
this is just simply a special feeling,
I feel GOOD when I am with you, that's all.
Once we said what we wanted to tell for so long,
the result is either good or bad.
For me, it's bad.
Yea, I got bad news.
I was really moody coz of this,
no matter how hard I cry,
the sadness is still there.
You don't know about it at all,
and you'll never care.
Who cares ?! Hahaha.

Things will changes right..
If someday in future, you think of me,
just tell me..
I hope I am still by your side at the same time..
Your smile lift me up,
you got very nice smile.
I don't dare to promise it will still mean lots to me after this,
but at least it's for now.

Life is so miserable,
sometimes by the time we have a crash on someone,
that person doesn't got the same feeling.
After some days, when that person started to think of us,
we might already left..
I faced it before.
This is life.

I do really hope there's a chance for us,
no matter how the result will be,
at least we have once in life and I will do my best..
Who cares if it's the only one chance..

Well, I am not emo-ing.
I am just expressing words in my mind...

Drink + I am fall for you.

I had a great night my my beloved friends before Raya break =)
Can you imagine that we drink for almost 7 hours?
I thought I can sleep well after drink,
but I stayed up for the whole night. ==''
And...
I was looking at those who was sleeping for few hours !
( Siapa makan cili terasa pedas )
Hahahahaha I damn mean right ? LOL.
I went home at 7++am early in the morning,
the air is fresh enough,
I love it !
I thought to have breakfast with you guys before back,
but SOMEONE is still sleeping,
so I just ciao !
Thanks guys for giving me such a great night,
but I guess we all were broke =X
Save money guys ! For our next plan ^^
I am gonna miss you guys for 1 week :(
Will you miss me at the same time?
Hmmmm =)
BTW, Selamat Hari Raya to all of my friends.
Have a nice holidays ya !
See you guys soon !

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I am fall for you ♥
It's just so simple,
without any reason.

Happy people are happy rich or poor,
unhappy people are unhappy rich or poor.
Your true wealth comes from your heart & is always only there.
So I am always rich with you in my heart ♥

No need to changes the way you get used to be,
I like the way you're. ♥