Changes.

Everything changed,
we can't go back to the past anymore.
Every great time we had is the only memory,
I can't make sure that it will happens again in future,
just because of CHANGE,
I am sure you also feel the same,
don't you ? =)

I was really moody in past few days.
My cousin suddenly remind me of one sentences,
'Life is too short to be sad'.
She asked me, don't you remember you told me this ?
I don't know what to say,
Ohh ya, I told her before,
now only i realized. =)

How long I never got this feeling?
It's so strong and just like I can feel the tomorrow, or even future.
At the same time, it makes me down like hell.
Don't ask me why,
this is just simply a special feeling,
I feel GOOD when I am with you, that's all.
Once we said what we wanted to tell for so long,
the result is either good or bad.
For me, it's bad.
Yea, I got bad news.
I was really moody coz of this,
no matter how hard I cry,
the sadness is still there.
You don't know about it at all,
and you'll never care.
Who cares ?! Hahaha.

Things will changes right..
If someday in future, you think of me,
just tell me..
I hope I am still by your side at the same time..
Your smile lift me up,
you got very nice smile.
I don't dare to promise it will still mean lots to me after this,
but at least it's for now.

Life is so miserable,
sometimes by the time we have a crash on someone,
that person doesn't got the same feeling.
After some days, when that person started to think of us,
we might already left..
I faced it before.
This is life.

I do really hope there's a chance for us,
no matter how the result will be,
at least we have once in life and I will do my best..
Who cares if it's the only one chance..

Well, I am not emo-ing.
I am just expressing words in my mind...