Merdeka?

Today is Merdeka, but I don't even can feel it.

Everything seem normal and it's bored than normal day =X

Arghhh I need to stay home alone for doing nothing.

Shopping mall will be crowded I guess,

so I just stay home ><

Should I feel proud to be Malaysian? =='''

Recently ,there is too many racists,

Malaysia no more peace between races :(

Still, I feel proud with my classmates,

we're always peace.

Guess what ?!

We celebrates Chinese New Year, Deepavali, Raya and even buka puasa together =)

I do really feel proud !

My class is awesome, give you guys a big clap =)

There is just another year for us to go,

we might be far apart or even busy with own stuff,

some of us may be lost contact in future,

always remember those memories we gained in these few years,

it can't be replace by other.

For sure, I hope we all will still keep contact.

Once be friends, friends for life, right?

Well, I had a greats day yesterday :)

After back from class,

I took a short break and I get ready heading to Jogoya @ Start Hill.

Met up with my 2 Bros LOL.

We had a very naisssss dinner, thanks Raymond Tan for the dinner xD

After that, I back home and I've been waited CK for 1 hour @@

Foo, KFC, Ben, Vinz and another friend were waiting for us for so long,

they reached there around 10pm LOL.

CK and I reached bout 1130PM.

I thought I'll scold by them badly,

but luckily they dint do so hahahaha.

I am really sorry that I was late .

We played pokers there, haha poker kingssssss !

Around 130am, we all going home.

Some of them go for second round =)

It was a greats night even it was simple.

I got new friend again haha.

Even I don't know cantonese and they don't know mandarin,

but we can still communicates well =)

That's mean, language is not a problem.

We proved it.

I got my last sem result,

it's BAD.

I did really do my best,

but the result is just like shit :(

Hmmm...

Nothing to do with it,

it's too late for everything,

I've to accept and do it better next time...

Don't give me a hope that will never exist.

最酸的并不是吃醋的感觉，

最酸的是你根本没着权利。

很多事情，我们不懂会比懂得来得好，

当我懂了以后，

心中有一股醋意，

很清楚知道自己没权利，

可是还是控制不了，

我。。。

吃醋了。

心情不好了大半天，

只是维持短短的时间，

只要开个玩笑，

原来我就会没事了，

我何时变得那么知足了？

连我自己都不晓得。

狠狠拒接一个人总好比给人一个假期望，

请你别给我一个不存在的期望，谢谢。

是你的就是你的，

不是你的就不是你的。

有些事不要太在意，

那一点点小事，

我为何有酸意？

我想，我需要学习不去在意，

因为我没资格。

总是幻想可以和你在一起是多么的好，

哪怕需要等多久，

我还是会等。。。

只希望现在的生活一直这样下去，

因为我依然快乐，

处于这状况。。。

L.O.V.E

It's hard for us to meet someone that we're loving is loving us too.

LOVE seems simple, but it's complicated.

We'll never know how it will be going,

till the end of it.

It's just like gambling,

you'll just either win or lose.

We might need to use our lifetime to learn about it.

Thanks for loving me all the ways.

For someone that I had been hurt you deeply before,

you said it was really a nightmare for you,

but you'll still cherish me as before if I willing to give you chance.

My dear friend, we get used to be so close as best friend.

Thanks for everything =)

I hope we're still best friend as before.

Thank you so much,

you guys treat me well all the ways,

but this isn't a right time,

and I am not gonna make any decision,

let times prove and arranges everything.

I get used to miss you in this way,

I don't love you,

but I like you.

Love is just like a promise,

once we say it out,

you can't take it back easily.

I hope I got the chance to tell you that I LOVE YOU someday in future.

Nobody knows who you're,

I am the only one.

I see through your heart,

stay in the back of someone else,

your memories with her haven't delete.

When we're trying to be somebody, it seems like so hard.

When we want things to be in someway, it just goes by another way round.

When I wish to be with you, you just wish to be with her.

Life, that's.

可不可以再给我们的友谊一次机会？

雨天总是让人感情丰富，

有些人说，

在雨天里想念一个人是浪漫的，

更何况这是一个下雨的夜晚，

天气好冷，好冷。

我最近过得很好，

只是有少许的懒。

我觉得自己成长了些，

或许已经不再那么的执着，

对很多事情也看开了，

看得太开或许并不好，

可是至少是较快乐的。。

朋友，不管我们没联络多久了，

朋友，不管我们是否不再一样，

朋友，不管你是否把我当朋友，

朋友，不管我们还会不会见面，

朋友，不管遇见时说了多少话，

朋友，不管我们距离多么遥远，

只想说，

我们永远都是朋友。

有些事情，

或许已无法回到过去，

已无法像以往走得那么近，

我现在只渴望，

某一天你会和我说话，

当不成往日的好姐妹，

至少我们还会是朋友。。

该做的我都做了，

只希望哪天，

可以看见你对我说话。。。

哪怕只是一句，嗨！还好吗？

尽管我知道这机会是多么渺茫，

我依然希望。。。

可不可以看在我们以往的关系，

再给我们彼此的友谊一次机会？

如果就这样结束了，

那是多么令人心痛的。。。

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我想念的人，不是想念我的人。

就算你站在我面前，我却不能告诉你，我喜欢你。

我知道你心里有另一个人，可是你就是我心里的那一个。

我想，这是最难过的。

而我，却也面对这一切。

难过中，我尝试寻找快乐。

就当作，苦里头总会有些甜吧？

我希望哪天，你心里不再有她了。。。

不管多久，我希望那一天的到来。。

然而，你永远不会晓得，

你就是我心里的那一位，

因为，

我什么都不会做。。

Say NO to spicy foodssss !

Few more days to go and my sem break for 4th sem is going to end.
I back home for less than 2 weeks , and I will be back to KL on this coming Saturday =)
I miss them so much, I guess I doing nothing at here for the whole day,
eat and sleep, and then eat and sleep again =='''
I gained weight !!!!! OMG.
Start from today,
I am gonna avoid from spicy foods,
as my friends know,
I love spicy foods so muchhhhhhh.
So, it's just like killing me =(

Poh ann is coming to find me on Thursday =)
She's just like to stay at home here,
haha ! Maybe it's quite relax to be here? LOL.

Well, I can't wait to back to KL and start my new sem.
It's just because of I am really bored with doing nothing everyday. =='''

Friends, let's make our 5th sem as fun as possible.
I guess it will be quite stress because we got 6 subjects LOL.

see you guyssss sooon !!

Finally !!

Finally! It's my holidays =)

First of all, thanks and congratez to my lovely group members,

no matter what is the output,

what I wanted to say is, WE DID A GREAT JOB =)

Everything go smoothly today,

much more better than my expectation.

Thanks so much for those who has been helping us lots in this project too.

Tomorrow will be a great day?

Alright, tomorrow my class having our very first activity - picnic,

wohooo how long I never go for picnic =X

I am so excited about it and I hope tomorrow is coming SOON !

My lovely classmates, let's enjoy !!

We must take lots of photosssssss !

The worst thing is either ...

When the one who we're missing is missing someone else otherwise..

When he/she is just infront of us, but he/she don't know that we're loving him/her...

When you're loving someone that you clearly understand he/she will never fall in love to you..

When you're missing someone, you know that you got no chance to tell him/her..

When you wanted to know how he/she feels, but you can't ask........

I smile coz of you,

but your smile is for her ........