Motivation

Motivation is needed badly now.
Midterm is coming soon,
I seem like still RELAXING :(
Where's my motivation?
I don't even know what's able to motivates me the most now.
No idea at all.
I guess I am not interested in anything now except SLEEP.
I gained weight, I've to believe it because someone told me this,
I am not the only one who think so =X
Too bad, I just wish to lost some weight right now.
Arghh, I am tired.
I am tired with everything.

Don't rain please,
it's just like my heart keep bleeding.

I am a tough girl.
Yes I am.
Who cares if it's just pretense.
As what I've said, even I am pretending, I also want to be the happy one.